Jonathan Chase
saw the blood dripping from his right hand. His own eyes looked back at him through
the emergency room mirror.
He splashed cold
water on his face and knocked back a few aspirin tabs, hoping it would calm
his frazzled nerves. He had just punched and broken the mirror.
He kept thinking
back over the past several months. His mind replayed the memories over and over
again. He couldn’t forget the strange old priest, the priest who tried to warn
him.
If
only,
he thought. Somehow, if I’d paid
attention, this could have changed everything.
It
started years ago when a photographer, Jonathan Chase, saw a young girl walking
toward him from a distance. Her appearance was unusual. Yet, somehow, he knew.
He just knew ... maybe it was fate, something else, some sort of
destiny. The attraction between them was immediate and powerful. Yet, it was clear;
she had been through something terrible. She wouldn’t speak of it, but he could
tell it was something horrible that bothered her deeply. Something had
happened in her life. There was something she was holding on to, something she had kept long buried in her past. Now she lay in a hospital bed, barely clinging to
life. Or maybe it was just a terrible,
terrible dream. He wasn’t sure.
Long
ago, Jonathan had photographed a local priest for a story about street people
in the Pacific Northwest.
“Don’t
listen to him,” the kids shouted from a nearby park bench, “he’s just a crazy
old man, don’t pay him any mind.”
Now
it was a memory. Something he still didn’t understand but something he could
never forget. He looked at his camera and recalled the photographs he’d taken.
He had to understand why it happened. Why his life and his world had been
shaken to the core.
He
thought again about the old priest, that crazy old priest. Like a vision, he
kept muttering something about a prophecy and how he must “Hear the prophecy.” An image of the priest still hung on Jonathan’s
wall, but there was also a living image in his mind. It was an image he
couldn’t forget.
There
was a fire in the old priest’s eyes. He looked like some kind of mad outcast,
some poor broken loser. Still wearing a priest’s collar, he was unkempt, dirty,
and maybe a little insane. His hair was straggly … his face was unwashed. There was
no escaping the fire in his eyes, though, nor the intensity of his voice.
Jonathan
had taken plenty of pictures that day. He used several of them for a story in a
local magazine. The old priest had handed him a little black book trimmed with
gold and some scribbled writings. He used a few lines from it with the photo
essay but mostly dismissed it as trivial and unimportant.
The
words in the little book spoke of the typical things you
might hear coming from any street preacher working in the Burnside area of
North Portland. It was easy for Jonathan to dismiss it when the priest handed him
the book.
“Take
this,” said the priest. “It may just be a road map to your soul, to your
salvation.”
Jonathan
ignored his warning but was still curious to read the book and a message
scribbled by hand within its cover. The prophecy seemed odd and held little
solid meaning for him: “Behold, a virgin
shall conceive in a garden, not of her choosing. Travelers from the east will succeed
in destroying the child, but only by destroying the garden. The wounds will be
deep, and the garden shall rain with fire, separating limb from limb and the good
from the evil. And the kings of the earth shall flee their gatherings, but they
shall not be harmed.”
“Yeah,
right,” said Jonathan after reading the little book. He turned and tossed it
into his camera bag and didn’t think much more about it.
But
now, all these years later, he wondered if it had still been necessary? His mind kept replaying the words of
the old priest over and over again. He thought about what had happened. He
remembered how the explosion had knocked him flat on his back. He felt the
force of the blast but still managed to hold on to his camera. It saved his
life. A shard of metal had hit the camera striking the lens dead-center.
Somehow
he was still alive. He remembered the struggle to regain consciousness,
desperately trying to pick himself up and find his way out of the devastated building.
The
memories raced through his mind like flames through an abandoned house. Had it happened like the prophecy said? If I
only knew then what I know now? After
everything that happened, many people died, and some were still unaccounted
for.
Jonathan
checked his phone. Hoping for some word from Cassie, but there was nothing. He
looked at the time. What could I have
done differently? He just wasn’t sure of anything anymore.
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